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Saturday, June 19, 2010

Reflections

I guess I should talk a bit about the end of the year and all.... because I sorta feel like I have a lot that I can't say or express.

So let's force it!

The end of the school year... wow. Completely different from any other yearbook day that I have ever experienced. I have felt regret like crazy! I don't really even know what it is... Okay that's a lie. I know what it is, exactly. Maybe I'm not going to go into details here, even though I may have let it on that I would, but I feel like I could have done so much MORE, you know? Like, I'm feeling kinda sick that over the summer I might lose the friendships that I made over the 2009-2010 school year, and I feel nauseous (I know, isn't that pathetic?) to think that things will be different next year.

I don't want to lose anybody else.

Sure, a select few people might know to a pinpoint what I am beating around here. You have to understand, though. I am happy for those few seconds on yearbook day--that was so much more than I could have ever asked for, really. Now I know though that I'm going to TAKE THE INITIATIVE this summer. I am NOT going to loose anything. I think I'm going to plan a movie day or scavenger hunt down at the City Library (those are SO fun) and invite just a ton of people. Seriously. This is going to happen! I'm going to flood my social life to and extent that I become sick--the good kind of sick though, not this regret eating me now.

1 Love Notes:

Frabby said...

sigh. we are one in the same. Except you have a number and oppertunity, and i have nothing, but lets make a pact right now.
1.NEXT YEAR WILL BE BETTER.
2. WE WILL TRY.
3. WE WILL NOT BE SHY.
4.WE WILL STAND COURAGEOUS IN THE FACE OF FEAR AND EMBARASSMENT.
5. WE WILL CONQUOR THIS.
HERE WE COME JUNIOR YEAR.
LOOK OUT.